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I have to confess something. I just moved into this apartment with my cousin two weeks ago. My cousin has already been here for 2 months. Her previous roommate got married and moved out. She was desprately looking for a roommate so I decided to help her out and room with her. I love it here but I also hate it here at the same time. I love that it's a two bedroom, two bath with laundry for 200/month but I hate that it's a basement apartment with no windows. Also, I can't find a job. This town has few jobs to apply for and the wages are really low. I've decided that I can't afford to stay here. My cousin's boyfriend is going to sign the lease and switch it to my name when I get a job. I told my cousin two days ago that if I don't get a job by October 15 that I'm going to move out. I also told her to find another roommate. I don't think she believed me though because she laughed and said not to worry about finding a job. When she got home today she asked if I applied for any jobs so I said yes I applied for 7 jobs today. In fact, I couldn't find any place to apply for. Last week when I told her I couldn't find any places hiring she said I wasn't looking hard enough. Anyways, my confession is that I miss home and want to move back so I haven't been applying for jobs. I don't want to tell her that I don't like it here so I've decided that it's easier just to tell her that I can't find a job and it wasn't my choice to leave. Sorry for all the rambling. It probably didn't make any sense.